and now, a p-p-poem of sorts::
and now we embark, yet again
seemingly falling, crashing perhaps
but maybe we are just turned right side up and are actually falling toward the sky
and all the possibilities only 'up' can manifest.
she hung upside-down long enough
she began to believe she could walk on the sky.
today's possibilities are endless
worry less.
seemingly falling, crashing perhaps
but maybe we are just turned right side up and are actually falling toward the sky
and all the possibilities only 'up' can manifest.
she hung upside-down long enough
she began to believe she could walk on the sky.
today's possibilities are endless
worry less.
i am currently sitting outside in the sun, with leggings and a t-shirt on... In February... In Portland, Oregon.
What? wonderful.
Let's all just pause a moment and smile. Laugh. Hug the Earth and thank the Universe and all her power for giving us this day.
i am also currently unemployed. as of yesterday. and i've never been happier or more okay with a decision in my life. that was a hard ledge to jump off of. but, i trust that i have a parachute of some sort strapped to my back because i'm already off the edge!
i have been completely trapped for months. tied to a job i absolutely hated because it paid the bills. it was making me feel stifled, angry, resentful, bitter, tired, sloth-like and moody. that's a lot of shit i am not used to feeling. and for months, these feelings put me to bed at night and woke me up in the morning.
my soul needed a way out. it had been calling to me for so long to feed it with something worth feeling. something worth doing. something worth waking up in the morning for (not that my life and my loved ones aren't enough for that- but it needed more).
i don't enjoy admitting that my feelings were massively tied to a place of employment, but it's the truth. and for a lot of us, it's the truth.
WAKE UP is what it called to me. take a leap.
no, i don't know if i'll be okay.
no, i don't have any money.
and no, i don't know if my decision was the right one.
but what i do know it was imperative that i gave it a shot. i am trusting the universe today and every day. i am working on dis-attaching myself to the things that make this crazy society spin. i am revolting in joy and in faith.
i am loving and nurturing my soul. and it's awesome.
thank you.
i love this journey!
inspiring:) if "something" told you to do "it" then it was the right it, guaranteed. it feels good to let go, to decide to listen to what's around you, to what's inside you, doesn't it? sigh. food for thought (for me:))
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